SickYes I am sick.
Believe me or not, I don't care, but I am and if I could choose not to be sick I wouldn't. Why? Because My friend's birthday is on saturday night and I really want to go to be there to celebrate with her and because I have mid-terms and papers...lots of them.
Thursday morning: woke up feeling like utter crap. Felt like a mix between flu and having my period. For those of you that don't know, when its my time of the month my body hates me. I get the worst symptoms to the worst extent. Why? I dunno, ask God.
Thursday Afternoon: Stuck to my usual study routine and went to Jack's place. Not a good idea. Spent the whole day curled up in his bed shivering with a headache and extreme soreness. Kept passing out every 20 minutes. He didn't get anything done either because he kept watching out for me. I was so weak that he had to help me get up everytime I wanted to move somewhere (which wasn't much). Work completed: 0
Thursday Night: Got home, took my temperature. 39. Great. Lay on the couch until my dad came home, he attempted to move me to my bed. It was a difficult process. Couldn't sleep properly. Tossed and turned all night. Had horrific dreams that seemed too real. Sore everywhere, coughing everywhere. Did you know that it's possible to feel your headache as you sleep? YEAH IT'S POSSIBLE. Dad popped in every couple hours to check up on me. Gave me tylenol, took my temperature, made me drink water. I have a great dad. Seriously.
Today, Morning: Woke up feeling less fever-ish, but more head-achey. Still feeling weak. Eyes hurt a hell of a lot. Why?! Too much eye movement made my head hurt more. I had these weird instances where i'd feel slightly better and then like complete and utter crap the next. Shivering ensued throughout. No proper meals were eaten because Mother is lying in bed sick as well. Brother is sick too. It's like living in a germ infested hospital where my dad is the only nurse on duty.
Today, Evening: Shivering has died down. Dizziness is worse than ever. Everytime I move, I feel like fainting. Typing this up this timeline is keeping me sane because I feel like I'm going crazy from being couped up in my room today.
And this is how it's gonna go: I am basically going to have to stay at home for the next two days. I am too sick to leave the house. I am trying to be considerate enough to not let my other friends get sick. There are a lot of stuff happening this weekend that I've been looking forward to immensely, but I know I just physically can't attend them.
The amount of stress I feel right now...is not something I want to whine about because I know a lot of people are feeling the same way. Not to mention, a lot of people are sick too. So, no I won't complain anymore. End of rant.
Labels: backatcha, secrets, sick, Stressed, Time, whyme?
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